How real is real?

How real is real?

Really

If this is what you call real, when the real is marred by a lot of clandestine happenings behind curtains that never get opened..then yeah , real , is not so real at all
ON an other note..i was so warmed up in the soul when i read that they classified him as a rock blues musician..sweet....
hmmmmmm...anyways...If i can hire somebody to meticulously watermark all my photographs and upload one each for each of my blog entries..i could so very well be able to share so much visual joy and peace with my readers..alas..that has to wait..hmmmmm
Again while I talk..let me go on yet another tangent and then about the pics of this other person..i see him in different poses...and then..suddenly I am like,"not so attractive after all..what the fuck was it that I kept reliving in my head that was so incredibly sexy..oh..so it is my mind..my mind thoughts that created the sexy that really actually doesn't prolly exist" hmmmm..I sat there and mused re-looking at the pics...hmmmmm
Again...going on another tangent..I went back and read something else that this other kid wrote some months ago..something about definition of deep love..hmmmmm...okay..anyways...
Again..now that I am rambling on my poetry and prose blog instead of my RAMBLE BLOG(another blog of mine)
Just as I type this..I am multitasking and watching an interview of a famous cardiac surgeon...talking about the times when the PYRAMID SYSTEM was still in place in the SURGICAL RESIDENCIES BACK THEN(thank whoever,they don't do that anymore)..He finished his training around exactly the year I was born..Interesting...wow...SMILING NOW..
I am such a multitasker..I fancy myself saying..at how productive multitasking is..but IS IT?
Btw..this other kid..he stopped blogging where he used to usually blog..hmmmmmmmm.
speaking of which..I think I must go ramble at the ramble blog rather than at this blog..feels too inappropriate and misfitting in this blog..going there now.

What I like about this tall kid

by tall. I mean all  of  6 feet 4 inches.
I blame it on the growth hormone laden milk their mommy gave all three brothers while as kids.LOL.
Nothing genetic about the height...or is there? Need to find out more about the family tree
Words...special, genuine, smart, interesting words that come out of his mouth..that, me , likey very muchey
The grey T shirts? definitely like
The emotional babbles?the whatever whatever? ..me likey..
Can't explain clearly what all I like...but me likey a lot a lot...so yeah...

fungal

Fungal infections in an immunocompromised individual.oh wait a min...this blog must go in my ecology and health blog...which i am gonna procrastinate on..laters taters potaters

Love it when we get online at the same time

I just go online,,start browsing and this kid starts posting his pics..dude...totall LUVVVVV that when it happens...
so yeah...nice pics there
P.S..i suddenly realized that the pics were posted hours ago..this one just updated just now..and I almost thought that both of us got online at the same time..nada...not true..FAIRY TALES NOT TRUE...LOL..anyways..

Lost

Lost ,
In an utter repetitive obsession,

same kind of obsession,but a different one each time,
lost till the waves carry me far far away into whirlpools,

I drown and I awake, finding myself in a seemingly different shore,
but it is the same shore, I have been praying to get washed off from ..

Faces and Identity

Identity is more than just a face,
but face is a big part of the identity,
Not really everything,
but sometimes almost everything,
we judge faces,
we judge people by their faces,
face and soul and body and mind,
different things,
but amalgamate and share the same person,

A personality