I want to

 A minor pre-note about this poem:
I thought a hundred times before deciding  to  go ahead and actually post this poem on a public blog which is frequented by a lot of people(read:no real privacy)
This poem is actually an email i sent to someone.Of course, since i don't mention their name, I am not breaching their privacy in any given way.But by posting this very personal intimate poem, i am breaching my own privacy.
But in a way, By posting this poem on a public blog, I forever acknowledge that these are some real feelings that i felt for a real person at a given point of time.The feeling are real, coz i felt them , truly, even though possibly i felt them only that given moment.But by acknowledging that these feelings are real from my side, I take responsibility for my own true feelings and with this assumption of responsibility i somehow seek to liberate myself.Sigh.
Though the feelings are real, possibly the circumstances associated with such feelings are quite surreal, and tough and unreal in a weird kind of way.so.whatever.( again, i do not' want people making cheap twisted assumptions about the circumstances.Trust me,they are not as twisted as you are gonna imagine)
(Also , I don't want any creeps jacking off after reading this poem.This is a personal moment between me and some other person whom i chose to be with willingly.Don't be a peeping tom deriving creepy pleasure just from our personal moment.Please just see the love between us and "awww" at it and move on.thanks)
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I want to
Copyright(c)2010 Dr.A aka Lecinqblog.Please do not reproduce or use without prior written permission
There are days;
when I want to go out with you;
wherever you take me.,
ya know;
just sit there and watch you do what you enjoy.

On some days;
I want to introduce you to reading books;
my favorite books;
Read them out to you,
And then let you rest your head on my chest;
as i sit against a tree;
And you sit leaning over me.

I want to kiss you over and over,
so many times these days.
You know;
that kinda kiss,
where I slightly press the inside of my lips onto the inside of your lips,
I have never felt that for anyone,
kiss.kiss kiss.

I want to slowly unbutton your white shirt,
That white shirt you wore that day,
and kiss you on your chest.

I want to hold your hand;
all the time.
I so want to hold your hand;
all the fucking time these days!
I want to hold on to you too.

I don't know why i feel so much for you;
But I do!


I want to cook dinners WITH you;(not FOR you).
I want to spend mornings with you,
I want to spend nights with you,,
evenings and noons too,
I want to make hot chocolate for you,
I want to feed you spaghetti;
And I want to kiss you while you are still eating it.

It is strange that i feel so much for a person,
but i think i do ,
coz I perceive that you do feel the same for me too;
in the same intensity.
I know you do,
that is why I want you
Written by Dr.A aka Lecinqblog