And just like that the charm fades away

I mean..sometimes .. it baffles you that how suddenly a person whom you thought you would never stop liking.. is the very one..you start actually disliking coz suddenly somethign happens that allows you to understand that the person was a fake ass and full of insecurity. quite the antithesis of what you thought they were ..
Case in point.. mr.u
..Anways.. stupid is what stupid does..who is the real stupid here,well,that is questionable.

Also, sometimes you see so much of similiarity of you in them , not because they are really
similar to you,but because you like them so much,that you want to relate to them in a deep way,coz of which you start seeing a lot of you in them,when infact,there probably is no real similarity at all ..

Anways.. It also gives me a headache to watch him make the same mistakes that i have already done and gotten out of..
It gave me such a headache and be a spectator to the same mistakes and not be able to do anything about his mistakes,which are much similar to the kind of mistakes i made and still make
I finally chose out.CHOOSING OUT,as in,choosing to emotionally get out it.stop watching the train wreck(sorry,just had to use this analogy)

And i was surprised at how easy it was for me to phase him out of my head  once i finally figured he is an insecure idiot who does the things he does NOT out of unrehearsed genius but out of hightly meticulously planned moves stemming out of a high degree of insecurity..


So yes.I have been there,done that , chosen highly manipulative idiots as my partners ,just out of kindness and wasted years in the process and now i am finally out of it..

I dont want to sit here watch him make similar mistakes or atleast what i percieve are similar mistakes(necessarily may not be )

So yeah, the charm fades away and I feel better.. I feel better that the mirage is broken...and yet, i feel foolish at the fact that  this mirage filled charm lasted this long..
so yeah.. I dont really care for mr.u anymore.. I think he is an insecure fool .. and funny how it took me so long to figure that out.hmmmm