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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Revisiting ghosts from the past

Just like scrooge from "A christmas Carol" -revisiting ghosts from the past!!

Dashed off an email to someone who I dearly wish I had never talked to to begin with.

okay..
I just lost my thread of thought.
.I need to go now..enough of this negative shit and blogging.

I can't take this email back.
.i sent it out and it is there for all to see...
I can't take it back..

even if probably it never reached them,
which I am hoping it miraculously never did ,
which btw could be a possibility had they blocked me already...


Speaking of blocking.
I tried blocking them last month on gmail.
sadly , gmail never allows you to block anyone...
much like how an unforgiving strict parent is ,
one who says, "You made your choice...so now you deal with the consequences" LOL..
hmmm

So,,all I can say is..
the best thing would be for them to never reply..
THAT WILL PUT AN END TO THE MESS BEFORE IT EVEN BEGINS..

meanwhile..
I must let go off my ego and forgive myself,
stop being hard on myself..
yes..i sent them an email..
yes i am a donkey like that..
but to err is human..
and i am a human.

.I AM NOT PERFECT..
THERE IS NO NEED TO be PERFECT..
MISTAKES ARE JUST FINE..


some part of me secretly wishes they reply.
.the curiosity factor to check on older ghosts from the past i guess..
but seriously..
.I WOULD BLESS MY STARS IF they DON'T REPLY EVER..EVER EVER..

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