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Friday, July 2, 2010

Fear and anger and love

In the nights
I feel immense anger
I want to smash your scheming twisted head against the wall
and breaks it to many tiny pieces
but then I think
oh no,but if you die so quick so soon
wont be much misery in it for you
So maybe you must not die after all
Maybe you must lead a sad painful life instead
I get up and then I am all angry.
I log onto the net..go to your websites
why do you i go?I know not
I go..rage and fear that i so don't want to let you go
when you have already gone..already gone from me
and then slowly the love seeps in all over again
that face and that smile and those familiar lines
and that expression and i want you all over again
is it a ploy to deny the fear and anger i feel that are too unbearable?
maybe, maybe i don't love but i pretend to love coz the pain is too much to bear.

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